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yay i found it [18 Jan 2006|02:57pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

over the summer i was readin somethin bout the movie "the chumscrubber"
and i was like hey that sounds interesting... but i knew the movie wouldnt make it to our wonderful theater. seeing as how its about drugs, suicide, kidnapping, and every other word is somethin you wouldnt want your grandma to hear. that and its indie.
well dad wanted to rent a movie and we couldnt find ANYTHING.. so i was starin off at the movies not really readin em or anything just in a trance i guess.. and when dad showed me a movie and asked if i wanted to watch it i kinda snapped out of it and realized that the movie i was lookin at that whole time was the chumscrubber.
needless to say, i've watched it like 35854 times. lol.

ahh well.. im gonna go clean my room and do some worley work.
gotta love ap classes.


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Stole it from Jessica [22 Dec 2005|10:52am]
[ mood | just woke up. ]

First Friend: Megan Ledington
First Screen Name: slms_babe@hotmail.com yeah you can beat me up now if ya want lol it was 6th grade.. =\
First Pet: sissy.. the most horribly ugly dog ive ever seen
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: sam something haha. gotta love kindergarten
First CD: backstreet boys. oooh yeaaah.
First Car: its goin to be a blue ford taurus...
but im still workin on that
FirstGirlfriend: definately havent had one of those.
First Job: hahah right.


Last Beverage: dr pepper
Last Car ride: comin home from the movies.. hahahaha... oh gosh fun times.
Last Movie Seen: cheaper by the dozen 2
last phone Call: zack
Last Cd Played: dashboard
Last time you Cried: talkin to aaron the other night.. haha.
Last thing you ate: some kind of wierd chex mix
Last bad thing you did: lyin toa good friend just to get em to quit askin whats wrong lol.


Have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever been on tv: yes
Have you ever kissed someone? yes
Have you ever cheated? no
Have you ever said i love you? yes
Have you ever been in love? yeah.....
Have you ever broke up with someone?: yes

1. glasses
2. class ring
3. pj pants
4. tshirt
5. im definately not wearin 7 things.

1. woke up
2. got online
3. talked to my grandma
4. gave my granny drugs for my cousin:\
5. thought about cleaning
6. thought about feedin the cat

1. Family
2. Friends
3. Shopping
4. Dr. Pepper... cant live w/o it
5. meetin random people in random places

1. Aaron
2. Zack
3. Megan
4. Anyone who happens to be online when i have somethin to say lol

1. Black or White: white
2. Hot or Cold: cold
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate

1. build my dream house
2. get married

1. drinking

(2 thank you stranger. | for your therapeutic smile.)

[20 Dec 2005|12:44pm]
[ mood | tired ]

schools out.
thats about all thats important right now.
i got my glasses today.
and uh... yeah im hott. lol
but yeah lets see whats happened lately?
oh thats right..nothing
except for i got back in crutch... aaron patton is my favorite person ever...
me and zack are goin to snowball [HAHA.] ... i love grapejuice... there's a crazy photographer in my house... uhhhhhh the end.
OH!!!! i cleaned my key board so my colon key doesnt get stuck anymore!! JOY!
scratch that it just stuck again.
jkadhfljkha. gosh.
yeah this was pointless. haha.

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[30 Nov 2005|09:47pm]
so yeah, things are goin really good right now.
im gettin really involved in first priority...
not so much in crutch..
im leading the music for the youth group...
and soon im going to be giving the message on a sunday night... SUPER EXCITED
gettin baptized this sunday...
amazing grades in worleys class...
minimal boy problems.... actually... non existant...
cant complain.

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[24 Nov 2005|11:39am]
[ mood | hungry for some turkey. ]

this time last year, i was so lost.

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[16 Nov 2005|05:01pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

uh. so yeah. he stoled-ed my heart.

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[07 Nov 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

well, things have been pretty sweet here lately.
things with me and sock are smoothing out, so things are gettin back to normal.
things between me and aaron aregettin to be like they were,.
there's a revival at swiss colony baptist tuesday and wednesday.
wednesday's the both truth event with superchi[k] and josh mcdowell at south high, i have 2 extra tickets if anyone wants to go. (its gonna be pretty sweet)
im pretty content with the way things are now wiht my friends.
mom's comin in this weekend, which permits me to go to swiss in the morning, which im pretty excited about, i really like that church.
but dad won't let me switch churches.
which iguess is okay, cause im helpin run wednesday night service at corinth.
which reminds me i need to burn a worship cd and make up some powerpoints. grr.
anyways, check out first priority wednesday at 7:30, and prayer tomorrow at 7:50.
those are pretty sweet.
oh im gettin my hair did. hopefully.
im seeing brown and red. and shortness.'
but i gotta go burn... 8 cds haha. wow.
God bless,
chels. <>

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[29 Oct 2005|09:06pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

i dont know whats going on anymore.
2 weeks before fall break, i was so happy.
i spent the whole week with aaron, and the week after i spent a loto f time with zack and aaron.
thursday (the last day of school b4 fall break) we met a lot of interesting people.
fall break, i spent with zack.
up until last sunday i was so happy all the time.
and now im just acting.
i've never faked so many smiles.
i dont know whats wrong with me, i miss being so happy.
maybe its cause i've been alone more than usual.
crutch raked leaves today, aaron, zack, kelvin, logan, kelli, me, megan, ashley, casey, brett, gabbi, sarah, jesse, ryan, brad, and matt were there.
i had a lot of fun with aaron today haha, its not usual that i get to be goofy with him, but he made so much fun of me for being so.. emo. lol.
but its funny when aaron talks about it.
i guess thats the only time i really smile and mean it, when im with aaron.
anyways, im gonna call aaron...he can always make me smile.

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[26 Oct 2005|10:32pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

my life got real weird over fall break.
i not gonna go into detail cause it sucks to relive it.
but i guess i turned the situation around for the better, but every time i talk to him i get depressed again.
guys are retarded, sorry guys, i love you all but.. man.
im not dating... for a LONG time.
i hate relationships.
i hate them.
i hate feeling like crap when you realized you best friend used you.
i hate feeling like crap when you hurt your other best friend after the first best friend used you while he was talking to her.... what the heck?
right guys... im gonna quit ramblin, i've just felt bad here lately because of... stupid people.
but i guess im out..
love ya guys

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[09 Oct 2005|03:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Crutch was great last night
the speaker was from Uganga (sp?) and he was great.
Julie got up and talked about her dad, which reminded me of the argument i had with my mom before i left, so durin the invitation i went and prayed for my mom.
i wish she wasnt so crazy.
anyways, aaron came to see me this mornin to see how i was doin...
which i greatly appreciated, cause i love that kid to death,
theres not a situation i've been in that he cant help me feel better about.
i love that kid! hahahaha.
i got to see all the college kids that i've missed like crazy.
except for cammy.
went to revival all week with aaron and zack, it was really good.
and im goin to their church tonight, soooo haha im ecited.
anyways, thought i'd make a random post.
but i gotta get ready for church
love ya guys, God bless..

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[28 Sep 2005|06:19pm]
went over to see sick megan yesterday and to my suprize, zackie was there, and aaron was on his way.
we watched ice age lol, it was fun sorta...
i didnt really watch much of it cause i've kinda been havin a hard time dealin with chris's death.
i dont know why, i haven't talked to him since 7th grade, but i dunno.
anyways i started cryin pretty hard and aaron made me feel better, i love that kid to death.
i left and went to the bathroom and grabbed tissue and sat in the floor and cried and aaron came and got me.
he has no idea how much he means to me.
for bein such a good friend, and the fact that i like him.. lol.. well.
for some reason i just couldnt hold back any tears yesterday, it was terrible, but for most of the movie aaron held me until i quit crying, which helped in itself cause he's just an amazing guy.
anyways, we went to my house and ate air heads (lol) and went over a skit for crutch.
then we went to the farmers market for the worlds quickest crutch meeting
and i got to drive pucketts car haha.
i love puckett
so anyways, on the way back to my house, i asked aaron what jesse said to him...
and jesse told him that i liked him ... which... i need to puinch jesse for.. considering i didnt want aaron to know.. considering i knew things wouldnt work out between us, therefore there being no reason for him to know...
anyways, after that he then decided to tell me he wasnt lookin for a relationship right now... and went on and on about it, i cant say i was really listenin to him, cause honestly, i didnt feel like dealin with another let down.
but yah, that was my day.
today i went home early cause i felt like poop.
and i felt like poop all day.
the end.

haha so hopefully tomorrow's a good day, and i'd say it will be cause we have crutch tomorrow.
love y'all God bless,

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[25 Sep 2005|04:55pm]
CRUTCH ministries is havin a worship service Saturday 7:00 @ the farmers market.
i highly suggest going.
the last one we had was amazing and God is so good.
i can remember but cant describe the emotions i felt that night, and i can't wait to repeat it again.
so, i hope you'll be there.
if not, you're missing out.

God bless,

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[24 Sep 2005|10:55pm]
i love bein around aaron, he's super.

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[24 Sep 2005|12:01am]
so i went and helped out with a parkin lot today.
it was actually a lot of fun.
i saw tasha!!!
and tyler!!!
and kelvin!!
and a buncha crutch people (who i was working with lol)
mr super duper was there.
he's supposed to pick me up tomorrow at 7 in the morning hahaha. wow.
but its cool cause gettin up early for a good cause and gettin to see aaron bright and early is super.

anyways... today everyone told me about kaitlyn, johnna, and valerie... i cant say that i knew any of them, but its so weird for someone my age to die like that. its just... eye opening... lets me know im not gonna live forever on this earth... its kinda scary. like haley said it makes you sick to your stomach to think, wow, that coulda been me. i dunno its just really weird. but everyone be in prayer for all of their families.
love you all and God bless.

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[19 Sep 2005|10:21pm]
[ mood | content ]

i love these people:

lol.... good times.

SO my life is going wonderfully right now.
im happy.
im very happy.
crutch tomorrow and im ver excited!
i got a 100% on my ap us test!
and.. I LOVE JESUS! haha.

anyways just thought i'd do a random update, i gotta go do the ap us thing and read my Bible.

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[17 Sep 2005|11:34am]
[ mood | tired ]

yeah the game was weird last night.
tyler seriously was being psychotic.
but whatever.
i hung out with kelvin most of the time and when i wasnt with him i was with tori... lol weird?
anyways after the game zack stanifer gave a devotion and we satin acircle and sang.
then aaron stood up and we al stood up...
then we just wouldnt quit singin and we put our arms around eachother...
then when it was time to leave, we started singin again!
haha it was a lot of fun.
after that me and aaron and zack and jesse and ben went to taco bell lol.
and aaron burnt me a cd! which i love haha.
haha all in all last night (minus tyler psycho pants and not being able to do the prayer tent lol) was fun.

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[15 Sep 2005|10:07pm]
tonight was amazing.
i havent had that much fun since camp.
we sung for a while which was the most fun.
i felt so good.
i mean i acant even explain it, its an amazing feelilng.
i made up with a few people that i had been mean to,
i cried on people.
people cried on me,
i t was just great.
i cant put it into words.
cant wait til the next one.
ps: aaron patton is not a jerk. he's the greatest.

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[13 Sep 2005|05:18pm]
[ mood | bored ]

kelvin swept me off my feet today.. literally.

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[11 Sep 2005|09:08pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so uh, i got a new ipod finally.
only had it one day and aldredy scratched it to peices.
cause, im good like that.
before church, me and kelsey riley were listenin to hell in keller lol.
she was givin me one of those 'what the heck?' looks.
i just laughed.
then she got off the subject about andy callebs rapping.
which i guess was kinda on the subject.
i had to sing in church tonight.
not too happy about that haha.
well... ap us time.

thats probably the best pic i've ever made.

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