i dont know whats going on anymore.
2 weeks before fall break, i was so happy.
i spent the whole week with aaron, and the week after i spent a loto f time with zack and aaron.
thursday (the last day of school b4 fall break) we met a lot of interesting people.
fall break, i spent with zack.
up until last sunday i was so happy all the time.
and now im just acting.
i've never faked so many smiles.
i dont know whats wrong with me, i miss being so happy.
maybe its cause i've been alone more than usual.
crutch raked leaves today, aaron, zack, kelvin, logan, kelli, me, megan, ashley, casey, brett, gabbi, sarah, jesse, ryan, brad, and matt were there.
i had a lot of fun with aaron today haha, its not usual that i get to be goofy with him, but he made so much fun of me for being so.. emo. lol.
but its funny when aaron talks about it.
i guess thats the only time i really smile and mean it, when im with aaron.
anyways, im gonna call aaron...he can always make me smile.